As it once was quoted, “It is better to have loved and
lost than to have never loved at all.”
LOVE, is the best feeling in the world and worst at the same
time. When you love, you can never be perfectly happy because in the first place
there’s no perfect relationship. When you love you should accept things as they
are. When you love, accept that some things are not meant to be. When you love,
always expect to get hurt and lastly, when you love you should be strong to
face a huge breakdown.
To my past
lover, I
won’t shed one more tear knowing that we won’t be together for even a single
day of my life. Our relationship has always been stormy and after years of having
you in my life, I felt that I don't need to accept the bitter reality of our
relationship and just move on with my life. This might be the hardest thing that we
will do- to move on. I wanted to pour out my feelings, emotions and thoughts
about why I am leaving this relationship, I know it will take me months or even
years to overcome the hurt of not having you in my life but I will gather all
the bits of broken pieces of my life and glue them together. You were very sorry
for it caused too much damage. Damage to us both, to the people around us and
even to our loved ones.
Though I have not lost faith in love; I will not let the other person curb my needs, my emotions and my
dreams the next time around. This chapter of my life is closed for ever; because “being sorry” has
not been enough for all the breakdowns I have suffered from your end. Before
you came to my life, my life was just about receiving love from my family and
my friends, but after that... I started to feel what love actually is.
The sense of caring too much and loving too much was something which I never did
for anyone except you. Though we are parting ways now, still I won’t have any
regrets of loving you with all my heart.
I felt the need to write a goodbye letter to you
because this letter will remind me of what I put myself through and why I can’t
carry on anymore. The conflict between us has always been about you not really caring for me. I expected honesty and love from you; but every day your
lies and my doubts hurt me; and it pushed me away from trusting you. I would
choose to have my individual entity than living with a person who disappoints
me every day. I can’t pretend to the whole world out there that I am in love
with you; because after a while when you get hurt far too many times it’s
better to be on your own and carry on.
Now, I won’t expect that things will be okay, but
instead making ourselves happy in our own ways will be the best thing to do. No
Commitment. No Obligation. No More Love. NO more YOU!
By: Khamila Galido
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